I’m Just Being Dead Again

The heartbeat increases, the blood pressure rises, the breath gets quicker. Sweat breaks out. A heart attack? A stroke? A tumour? Nicolas Müller can’t interpret the symptoms when they first appear. After numerous medical examinations, finally the diagnosis: general anxiety disorder with severe panic attacks, hypochondria and depressive episodes. He lives with the illness for ten years until he reaches breaking point. His song ‘Still’ is the most-played song on the radio at the time when he finally goes into therapy and withdraws from public life. In his book, Nicholas Müller talks openly and forcefully about his illness. He encourages all those people who also suffer from anxiety disorder.

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  • Publisher: Knaur TB
  • Release: 02.10.2017
  • ISBN: 978-3-426-78918-6
  • 272 Pages
  • Author: Nicholas Müller
I’m Just Being Dead Again
Nicholas Müller I’m Just Being Dead Again
Jo Fischer
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Nicholas Müller

Nicholas Müller, born in 1981, was lead singer of the band Jupiter Jones until his anxiety disorder forced him to withdraw form the band in 2014. He received an Echo and Gold and Platinum Disc for his top-ten hit ‘Still’. Following his successful therapy, he made a comeback: In 2015, he founded the band ‘von Brücken’ and works as a lecturer for pop music. He is also patron of the German Anxiety Disorder Group.