The heartbeat increases, the blood pressure rises, the breath gets quicker. Sweat breaks out. A heart attack? A stroke? A tumour? Nicolas Müller can’t interpret the symptoms when they first appear. After numerous medical examinations, finally the diagnosis: general anxiety disorder with severe panic attacks, hypochondria and depressive episodes. He lives with the illness for ten years until he reaches breaking point. His song ‘Still’ is the most-played song on the radio at the time when he finally goes into therapy and withdraws from public life. In his book, Nicholas Müller talks openly and forcefully about his illness. He encourages all those people who also suffer from anxiety disorder.